Everything

I don't want you to know

Η ΠΟΛΙΣ.

Είπες, "Θα πάγω σ'άλλη γη, θα πάγω σ'άλλη θάλασσα. Μια πόλις άλλη θα βρεθεί καλύτερη από αυτή. Κάθε προσπάθειά μου μια καταδίκη είναι γραφτή, κ'είν' η καρδιά μου - σαν νεκρός - θαμένη. 

 Ο νους μου ως πότε μες στον μαρασμόν αυτόν θα μένει.

Όπου το μάτι μου γυρίσω, όπου κι αν δω ερείπια μαύρα της ζωή μου βλέπω εδώ,

που τόσα χρόνια πέρασα και ρήμαξα και χάλασα." 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ON4icQLbp10

ALL.

that you touch.

all that you see.

 all that you taste. all you feel. all that you love. all that you hate. all you distrust. all you save. all that you give. 

all that you deal. all that you buy. beg, borrow or steal. all you create. all you destroy. all that you do. 

all that you say. all that you eat. and everyone you meet.

all that you slight.

everyone you fight. 

all that is now.

all that is gone.

all that's to come. 

and everything under the sun is in tune.

but the sun is eclipsed by the moon. 

there is no dark side of the moon really. (?)

matter of fact it's all dark...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pECzUMVcKqA

it won't fly!

and it didn't!

ready. set. freeze.

.frozen.

Critical mass, Nicosia, 19th June 2010.

skeletons in my closet.

real.                                                              high hopes.

      virtual.                                                  

real.                                                           suspicions. 

every rose has its thorn.

just like every night, has its dawn.

sinking in music.

        

Flower's silhouette.

Dear thoughts,

Waking up in the middle of the night, feeling empty. Still?

Staring at the sun being born, but can't remember a thing.

My dreams and nightmares are parts of me, slowly fading before the dawn. 

I could record them if I wished to, but I don't. Or? 

They don't belong to me, even if they should.

You can't control my thoughts, neither my dreams. 

They are my batteries. But suddenly, I run out of.

Monitored thoughts.

Monitored happiness.

Damn, we're so vulnerable.

Create your own sky.

Today, we escape... we escape.

Everything's ok.

  wake up. don't hit the alarm. get up. brush your teeth. then your hair. wash your face. don't look sleepy. 

say good morning. happily. and out loud. 

hurry up. don't take your time.eat while walking. walk while sitting. sit and smile. smile while laughing. 

(hurry up).no time for thinking. or feeling, or leaving/living. 

go to bed. cover yourself. say 'i'm done for the day'. and the night. (start believing it). 

close your  eyes. no thinking, no feeling, neither sleeping. 

strangers kill the silence. with their screams. 

I to myself and back to me. 

back to tomorrow. hoping to survive.